My Addiction

My Addiction

My addiction came in so unexpectedly. Knocking me off my feet, causing me to lose my bearings. Blowing through my defenses like a gentle breeze, so calm and lovely. Me beginning to remember what was wanted, but never felt I needed. 

Coming face to face with a dream, dreamt so long ago. The way his intelligence aroused me, to no end. So intoxicating! Finding myself looking forward to my fix of hearing the sweet sound of his voice. Imagining forever having his arms wrapped around me, like the wings of a dark angel. Thoughts of everything about him seeping into every corner of my mind. 

My wanting turned into needing with no warning. I ventured beyond falling in love. He became my addiction, from which I don't want to be saved.